I'm exhausted...I got up at noon today...yesterday...whatever.  I've been up for, like...almost nineteen hours.  At this point I'm probably just looking for an excuse to stay up later...since it is inevitable that I'm gonna wake up at a really lame hour...if it's anything like any other day that I don't have work or school it'll be three or four in the afternoon.  I don't even know why I'm typing this, man...I think it's just one of those moments when you...just...feel bad and you don't know why.  Had to think about that one for a while...that was the best I could come up with?  Jeez...I need sleep...but then by the time I get up the sun'll be going down.  I think expressing myself will be helpful.

I get to go to HuHot for dinner with a bunch of buds from high school today.  Most of them are about three hours away in their college towns and the others I just don't see very much anymore.  I don't see too many people anymore.  I got a group of real good buds, and they're my main social outlet.  Overall they're really cool and I'm lucky to have them.  At the same time I don't go out and do much.  I mainly work, go to school, read comics and play video games.  Sometimes I get involved in school stuff, and overall I think I should be ok with how things go.  But sometimes I'm not, and that really sucks.  Mom just popped in.  Says if I wanna get my sleep schedule back on track I go to bed and try to sleep.  Totally easy concept.  Except I don't wanna.

Read a trade of The Walking Dead today.  I got a lot of friends who love zombies who should really read the series.  Great comic with living people as the focus instead of the mindless zombies.  Seems like every odd numbered trade ends in a REALLY intense cliffhanger though.  Just finished trade 7 today.  Damn, the cliffhanger trend still stands...and this one even has tanks.

Took a break from typing and talked with mom about things and stuff.  She's getting ready for work...man it's early.  I think this is one of the first things I've written just because I wanted to.  It doesn't feel like there's any other reason than me wanting to express how I feel just because.

A friend saw a wreck that really opened his eyes.  He wears a seatbelt now because of it.  Someone's death may have saved his life.  Whatever the case I appreciate his change, and the family who lost that person are in my thoughts a lot.  I hope they can get some closure and stuff.

Saw a good movie tonight...stars Maggie Gy...Gyllenhaal.  Tried to access Wikipedia to look up how to spell her name and by then my dad's wireless router bugged out on me...now I'm on my mom's wired connection.  Damn wireless has been bugging a lot...what was I talking about?  Oh yeah, a movie.  It's called Secretary and it's wicked great.  Plus Gyllenhaal gets to be a total babe like she always is and that's always a plus.

I go back to school in nine days...I dunno how excited I am for it.  I mean, I'll be more productive and stuff...but what the Hell am I gonna do with my education?  I'm an English major with an emphasis on Literature.  What a joke.  Picked it just to have one.  Meh, at this point I'll probably end up with a lame degree and go be a teacher.  Maybe I'd even like it.  If you're waiting for the interesting part of this it isn't coming.  I'm doing this for kicks, but if this works for you too then more power to you.

Man this sucks...you know that feeling?  It's like the emotional equivalent to an itch that you can't scratch.  One of those moments when you have no complaints about whatever and you tell yourself "just be happy, dude," and the only thing your headspace has to say back is "I'm trying but it isn't working."

Keep listening to "You Don't Know Me" by Ben Folds.  I love that song.  Gotta get it on my Mp3 player so I can listen to it all the time and have it be less enjoyable than it is now when I just listen to it on Youtube every now and then...

Yeah, I guess I feel a little better...I'm gonna go play video games so I don't gotta deal with this junk.

Couldn't put this as the title...sentence was too long.  If you were your favorite animal, what would be your favorite color?